Hi, welcome to my site and thank you for your interest. I hereby share a small part of my life path and what brought me here.

All my life I have not really felt at home on earth and wondered what I was doing here. Always had the feeling of not belonging anywhere and not being good enough. I had a burnout almost 20 years ago, but I didn't work on myself at that time. I was happy that I could work after a year and a half and do my thing. My life just went on. Until about four years ago. For various reasons I crashed into a very deep ravine, which was the beginning of my "Shamanic path", that's what I always called it and that's how I saw it. The great initiation ritual to later be able to support others on their path. There were many reasons why this happened, but the final blow was caused by regular medication (anti-depressants) and then again by stopping (too quickly) with a Benzodiazepine. From one day to the next I could no longer do anything. Suddenly I was housebound, alone 24/7, without my children, between four walls in the silence because I couldn't tolerate anything enymore. My lowest point was in my attic room for about six weeks because I felt relatively safe there, alone without eating much and being bed bound. This part took about 2.5 years. Fortunately, I kept searching. I just didn't believe that a person could be in such a state physically and mentally. I experienced terrible symptoms. My body just said NO to everything and that created enormous fear. I looked everywhere to hold on to because the persons around me didn't understand it. Slowly, I was putting the pieces of the puzzle together. Each time I tackled a layer that I felt was necessary. My inner feeling remained very strong at all times and has also been my survival. Around May 2023 I started to delve more and more into the Dis-regulated nervous system and the role of trauma in this. When I read/listened to stories of people with CFS, Fibromyalgia and other chronic symptoms, a lot fell into place. I finally found recognition in what was going on with me at that moment (except for the Ayahuaska part, which was a different story). I then started applying certain "tools" and saw what that brought me. In October 2023 I started the The Mind Body Reconnect training. Firstly, to gain even more insights into what was going on in my body and later also to be able to work as a therapist myself. I feel that everything is connected and that it is almost never about one thing. I also see this, for example, with the Brest Implant Illness (BILL). Now a year later I am able to be with my children again. To do fun things and even be able to ride a horse after many years. My process continues and I don't think that will ever change. You remain constantly developing and I think that is very important if you want to live a life that fulfills your heart. I think it's always about different things that complement each other. I am also very interested in the energetic body, herbs that can support you and energy work. I went to a workshop to work with the Ankh. I strongly believe in the healing power of symbols and sound resonance. I still have a lot of beautiful things to discover there. I definitely want to use my crystal singing bowl and Ankh in face-to-face coaching.

In addition to the MBR training, I also followed the Natural Food Therapist training at Sonnevelt, a part of the Orthomolecular Therapist at former Bonusan and

Basic medical knowledge plato at Conamore.

I am an expert by experience in:

Narcissistic behavior

Divorced parent

The other side of Ayahuasca

Breast implant removal

Tapering off addictive regular medication

HSP

and several other (traumatic) things......

I think that everyone can benefit from MBR, because we all live in an un-connected world

Remember, everything is energy en frequency. Your words, thinking, acting.....

With love Aileen